So I haven't done this in a while.
This is for several reasons:
1.) I like another blogging website a lot better than this one. The style of this one is very formal, and while it's lovely for life updates, it's not nice for like, fangirling about things. Which is something I do on a regular basis.
2.) I've had a lot of personal drama play out over the last several months, most of which I just don't even want to think about, let alone share on the internets. Also, I'm fairly sure that those involved in said drama will at some point read this and at that point I would prefer not to out them as being like, the cause of all my drama. I mean, some people will read this and know what I'm talking about because I told them, not because they're involved, and some people will read this and know what it is because they're involved directly, and one person will read this and feel guilty again, which they shouldn't, because I forgave that person already.
3.) I was getting very busy with classes, but there were also other things in the way, like my job and having to actually go to bed on time, and then NaNoWriMo was in November and I did that, it was fun, and December was finals and I went home, and look at that, it's January.
Speaking of which, it's 2013, which means I probably should have made a resolution or something. I totes didn't. But I have decided I'm gonna write on this thing more. Not about my personal drama problems, but about life philosophies I have, or about funny things that happened in class. Like how I walked into Russian 102 yesterday and met my Russian professor, who is a twenty-six-year-old grad student with no ring on his finger. In the Provo world, that means he's available until otherwise informed. He's also pretty cute. And I am pretty creepy.
A lot of people make New Year's resolutions. I don't, because 1.) I know I'm not going to keep them and 2.) if I want to change my life, it should be because I want to, not because I feel obligated to do it because everyone else is. That being said, New Years resolutions are great. I've watched a lot of great videos on them, by people like British YouTuber Dan Howell, or as he's known on YouTube, "danisnotonfire." (Look him up. He's funny and attractive and British.)
I wish I had the gumption to stick with things. I have this problem a lot. I like to start things. I have the hardest time sticking with them until the end. Like college, for instance. I'm two days into the semester and I already want to go home. And not because of my personal drama, which sometimes does make me want to go home, but because I miss my family, all of whom are amazing and supportive and awesome when I'm having personal drama. I hate being poor, also. I have fifty bucks to my name, probably less, and my parents are at the moment mostly supporting me. I'm not going to be paid for another three weeks. (P.S. I got a better job that doesn't involve waking up at four a.m. so my body is happier with me now.) I just kind of want to cuddle with someone. And read books and fanfiction on the internet and fancast Jane Austen novels and Shakespeare plays to my heart's content. Fancasting is SO FUN.
That's all for now, as it's one-thirty in the morning and sleep is nice, it's a good thing, I should do it. So, if you prod me (here or on Facebook), then I will remember to make posts every now and then. It won't be weekly, like over the summer, but it will be occasional, and not with four-month hiatuses, like Doctor Who or Supernatural or Sherlock. *shakes fist at Eric Kripke, Mark Gatiss, and Steven Moffat*
Good night to all, and to all a good night.
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